Ian James Taylor

Hope you had a lovely birthday yesterday Dad.
Words cant even describe how i feel anymore. Sometimes i think im imagining things and that one day my Dad is going to come home.

Its soo hard! We need you here.
You should have been celebrating your birthday here. Getting drunk with the family.
Not up there on your own.
I love you so much. Ile see you next week when we make another visit to your grave for your anniversary. This must e the hardest week of my mums life. She will be putting a smile on her face for youu.
Love you so much.
You will always be the brightest star in the sky.
Take Care Dad.
Your Bec xxxxxxxxx

Beckie Taylor (Daughter) October 4, 2009

Happy Birthday in Heaven Ian

Thinking of you today Ian your day, such a special day a speial day cos you where born, party with the Angels 2nite mate, and keep looking over Jak and Bec keeping your 2 heartroken girls safe, you are so loved Ian I just know you must feel it. Happy Birthday Love Michi xxx
Roses die while thorns live on xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Michelle Taylor October 3, 2009

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday E, well I never has it been 15yrs already it only seems like yesterday. Here we are down here all growing older by the day and you lot up there are forever young;-) Enjoy your birthday mate, Love ya' xxxxxx

Pamela Ford (Family Friend) October 3, 2009

TO MY E

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS HUSBAND. ANOTHER ONE AWAY FROM US BUT ONE MORE CLOSER TO US BEING TOGETHER AGAIN.

TODAY I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU AND ANDY 15 YEARS AGO. YOU HAD A LOVELY BIRTHDAY THAT YEAR E. THE BOTH OF YOU GABBING ABOUT YOUR CHILDHOOD. IT WAS THE FIRST TIME ID HEARD ABOUT HALF OF IT AND IT WASNT VERY NICE. I WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT ANDY GOING HOME THAT NIGHT. HE REALLY SHOULD HAVE STAYED BUT HE DIDNT.I HAD NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT THOUGH COS HE GOT HOME SAFE AND SOUND. UNLIKE YOU 4 DAYS LATER E. WHY COULDNT YOU MAKE IT HOME SAFE AND SOUND?

YOU WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERSON E. EVEN NOW 15 YEARS LATER I SOMETIMES FORGET YOURE NOT HERE. ILL SEE SOMETHING GOOD AND THINK "ILL HAVE TO TELL E" THEN I REMEMBER AND SHOUT AT MYSELF FOR BEING STUPID. I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HERE WHERE YOU BELONG. YOU SHOULD BE WITH US COS WE NEED YOU AND WANT YOU. WE ALWAYS WANTED YOU.

HOPE YOU HAVE A LOVELY BIRTHDAY ANYWAY E. 43 EH. IS YOUR HAIR GREY YET? WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A PEEP. BET ITS STILL IMACULATE. BET YOURE STILL GORGEOUS. I REALLY WAS SO LUCKY. WISH I COULD TURN BACK THE CLOCKS AND DO IT ALL AGAIN. NOW YOU WILL BE FOREVER 28.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH E AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE "MY E" AND I WILL LOVE YOU TILL THE DAY IM BACK WITH YOU.

THANKYOU FOR MY MEMORIES AND THANKYOU FOR GIVING ME A PIECE OF YOU BEFORE YOU WENT. BECKY. SHE IS HALF OF YOU SO YOUVE NEVER FULLY LEFT US.

THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR BEING IN MY LIFE. I LOVE YOU.

LOTS OF LOVE
JAKSXXXXX
YOUR STILL HEARTBROKEN WIFE.XXX

Jaki Taylor (Wife) October 3, 2009

THAT TIME OF YEAR

ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN E WHEN WE ALL FEEL SAD. YOURE BIRTHDAY TOMORROW AND YOURE ANNIVERSARY ALL IN THE SAME WEEK. 43 TOMORROW EH E THOUGH YOULL ALWAYS BE 28 TO ME. FOREVER YOUNG. WISH ID HAD LONGER TO GET TO KNOW YOU. WISH I KNEW YOU NOW BUT I HAD YOU FOR 13 YEARS SO I WAS LUCKY IN A WAY.
TOMORROW IS A CELEBRATION OF YOUR LIFE BUT ITS NEXT WEEK WHEN I GRIEVE FOR YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH LAD. WISH SO MUCH THAT I COULD STILL REMEMBER THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE.WANTED SO MUCH TO GROW OLDER WITH YOU. WANTED MORE FOR BECKY TO HAVE HER OWN MEMORY OF YOU. I CANT IMAGINE HOW HARD IT MUST BE TO HAVE NO MEMORY. ITS OUR MEMORIES THAT GET US THROUGH. IVE TOLD HER EVERY SINGLE THING I CAN ABOUT YOU BUT IT CANT BE ENOUGH COS THEYRE MY MEMEORIES NOT HERS. OH WELL SHE'LL SEE FOR HERSELF ONE DAY HOW AMAZING YOU ARE. NOT FOR A LOT OF YEARS LIKE BUT I KNOW YOU'LL BE WAITING FOR HER. FOR US.
YOU ARE SUCH A SPECIAL PERSON E. YOU MAY BE GONE BUT YOU WILL NEVER EVER BE FORGOTTEN. WE THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY AND ALWAYS WILL.

TIME TOOK AWAY OUR DREAMS E BUT IT CAN NEVER TAKE AWAY OUR LOVE.
HOLD ON TIGHT TO THEM DREAMS LAD COS ONE DAY THEY WILL COME TRUE.I PROMISE.

SHINE ON YOU CRAZY DIAMOND.

INFINITY JAKS.XXXX

Jaki Taylor (Wife) October 2, 2009

Sorry I havnt been on here for quite a while, i forgot my password. Had to go through all the silly stuff to change it. Ile make sure i make a password ile remeber this time.

How are you?
Hope your okay.
Came to see you last week. Tidied your grave up abitt dug the weeds. It loooks lovely!!
Still scares me everytime i see a snale or a spider crawling out ha ha.

Im in year 11 now. Getting bigger :D
Im not mature yet haha, im still an imature brat. I try to annoy mum on purpose :)
I will see you on your birthday, mums coming with us aswell. It will be hard but she will put a brave face like she always does. This is the time of the year everyone dreds, your birthday and your death all in one week. But we think about the good times instead which we have many.
I applied for college yesterday, im going into the big bad world soon. God help me :)

Im going to do you proud dad. I Promise.
Loving you always,forgetting you never.
See you when we get there.
All my Love, your bambino Becky
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Beckie Taylor (Daughter) September 29, 2009

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Mums right dad, that pillow is still on my bed, ile neverrr get rid of that, ive got your Everton shirt aswell hung up in my wardrobe, i wear it sometimes but i look like a divvy cos its so big on me.

i miss you so much, i know ive let you down lately but im trying to make up for that, i love you with all my heart.
Take care
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Beckie Taylor (Daughter) June 28, 2009

HAPPY FATHERS DAY E.XX

YOU ONLY GOT TO HAVE THAT ONE FATHERS DAY WITH BECKY E.THE CUSHION THAT YOU GOT OFF HER, SHE HAS ON HER BED TO THIS DAY. IT WILL FALL APART ONE DAY BUT IS STILL LOOKING GOOD NOW.
ITS CRUEL THAT YOU DIDNT GET MORE TIME TOGETHER. SHE KNOWS YOU TOTALY ADORED HER.KNOWS THAT SHE WAS DADDYS LITTLE BAMBINO. SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING NOW E AND SHE ADORES YOU,I KNOW. JUST WISH SHE COULD HAVE A MEMORY. WEVE ALL GOT LOADS BUT SHES GOT NONE. OH WELL.

HAVE A NICE DAY TODAY E. WE ARE WITH YOU ALWAYS AND ALWAYS WILL BE.XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Jaki Taylor (Wife) June 21, 2009

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Tribute For This Weekend


WE MISS YOU

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If luck was a raindrop
I'd send you a shower,
If hope is a minute
I'd send you an hour,

If happiness is a leaf
I'd give you a tree,
And if you need a friend
You will always have me.

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This morning when I wakened
And saw the sun above,
I Softly said, “Good Morning Lord,
...Bless everyone I love!”
Right away I thought of you
And said a loving prayer
That He would bless you specially
And keep you free from care!
I thought of all the happiness
A day could hold in store;
I wished it all for you because
No one deserves it more!
I felt so warm and good inside
My heart was all aglow---
I know God heard my prayer for you
---He hears them all you know!

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We had so little time to share,
Too soon, I had to leave.
I know how much you love me,
I know how much you grieve.

I know how sharp your pain is,
I feel the aching in your hearts.
My life so quickly ended
Before it barely had a start.

I remember how you held me,
And kissed my face and hands,
You cuddled me so gently;
But, God had other plans.

I was your perfect angel,
From God you knew I came,
Suddenly he called me home again,
And now God holds my hand.

I know you’ll always miss me,
I understand your pain is hard to bear.
Just remember that I’m in heaven
And we’ll see each other there.

So smile when you think of me
And wipe away all of your tears
I’m cuddled now in heaven
By our family members here.

I’m waiting here in heaven,
And on the day we meet again.
I’ll be the first to smile and greet you,
When God calls you home.



Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum


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Marie-Angela Rowe June 12, 2009

NEVER MIND

NEVER MIND E. THEY PLAYED SOOOOO WELL AND MADE EVERYONE PROUD. THEY COULDNT OF DONE ANY MORE.
HOPE YOURE STILL HAVING A PARTY UP THERE, ENJOY YOURSELF LAD.XXXXXXXXX

Jaki Taylor (Wife) May 30, 2009